Wish you the best !


 "I wanna say I wish that you never left, but instead I only wish you the best."


Letting go, the most painful act of all, letting go knowing it'll kill you, you'll lose yourself, you'll be hurt, yet, you know you have to, such is love. Now don't get me wrong, it doesn't have to be, holding on to someone no matter what is the purest form of it, but when you know holding on is hurting you more than it should, when it's breaking you piece by piece , when you're so exhausted and yet, your partner isn't making it easier, maybe they're fighting their own battles too but, it's not a transaction right? It can't be "you didn't do it for me , I won't do it for you" , love is all about being selfless and doing the most for the other person because sometimes our partners need a lot more than we do or we expect them to ask, they keep needing a lot more because they didn't have it themselves, they keep needing it till the time they are able to multiply and give it back. 


It is heartbreaking to know you love them so much , you can't imagine your life without them but the pain and hurt doesn't make it seem so worth. 


I do wanna ask you to stay, to be by my side, but the agony you go through being with me is not worth it right? I wanna have a future, I wanna spend every day with you because If I let a day go by, without talking to you, that day is just no good. I want you, more than I thought I did but you can't give it to me, it's not just about me, but about you holding on and being in pain, you wanting to die instead, you wanting to break free like it's a prison, it's not who I want to be but changing instantly is not everybody's cup of tea. 


So, I can only make it easier for you, let you go so you can be happy, so you don't resent me anymore than you do, I'll hurt you once and for all and set you free and watch you be happy forever. I hope you'll miss me, at least those few moments we shared, I know I will cause they were the happiest I ever had. 


I love you, I always have and I always will but I also wanna see you happy whether or not it's with me. So, I do wanna say that I wish that you never left, but instead, I only wish you the best.

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